Finally I get some breathing space to rant here. And I forgot on most of what I wanted to blog now. Damn it.
Growing Up. Looking Back Then, Seeing Through Now.
It’s an interesting weekend back in Klang for me at least. Walking the familiar environment that it is so scary because it’s so familiar like what it is back then when I was 5 years old, 10 years old, 20 years old and now. Perhaps what is changed that people around has grown so much that its beyond recognition, some really became really old…white hair, hunch back, roads altered…kids grew up. Even at one day out of nowhere that I decided to go to this old familiar and famous chicken rice shop, I stumbled across friends that I knew back in college and even during my earlier days in cyber cafe, my youth and rebellious era. But of course I’m not surprised to see that my college friend still recognized me. I’m happy. Of course I did, and most heartbreaking one would be a person that might recognize you but pass right in front of you without even saying hello or wave the familiar hand?
It happens to me quite a lot of time. To certain extend that I feel so unreal inside me. At times that we might grew up in the past during school times by playing and studying together but as time goes, we went separate way and now, it’s nothing more than just a stare. How ironic. Of course at times when it’s like 2-5 years that I have not seen a person, and happen to stumble across them in front of me, either through the usual dramatic ‘escalator’ going up vs going down scene or meeting up in a chicken rice shop. I will be happy for those have grow and improve or progress much from their life seeing how many things in their life have changed and inspired me. And also to those that just give me a stare and look away, as afraid I’ll eat them up, (wtf?) I wish them good luck in their afterlife, this life also. And made me realized how lucky I am for not being their friend anymore. Talk about being materialistic.
Malaysia? The joke!
I’m not sure anymore if I’ll able to hold my temper and start randomly slap this country’s citizen one by one in the shopping mall. But I guess I learnt from Joanne that there’s a lot more thing than being a real jerk and lose our temper to something that is not even worth our words. To even just buying ice-cream in MCD. This auntie can’t help but to take as if I learnt the INVISIBILITY spell and cut queue? I guess that was alright considering my McFlurry might cool me down afterward, but it just adds to the fire with she looks back at me, like…a cold stare as if I’m blocking her way. WTF? Tell me. I’m surprised how I can endure that.
Red Packet
Well, what’s next? Again this question comes to me again and again. Of course this is a golden year for people around me, a lot got married! And I’m definitely happy for them. Congrats to Tsuqi for being *cough*Madam*cough*Lee (Don’t kill me 
). Jaclynn as well for being Mrs.Tan. And MayLyn this coming weekend.
