Fake.
Taken from Shadows of the sun – Linkin Park
“…I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you…”
No matter how bad people might bash them for being a pop band, but they do have my utmost respect and inspired most of the songs i’ve written before. And inspired my life in a lot of way. I care nothing less of being pop and commercial, as long it’s good music. I can’t do as good like last time, and i’m nowhere to compare with all these professional songwriters, but I would really once again, to find myself back in writing what’s inside my heart, my mind and soul.
I guess i’m currently living inside the dark hole, with most of the things i believed sucked dry in. I’m not sure who I am anymore, where I do belong to, and what I should believe. Are what those said from people’s mouth and seen by people’s eye are true? Are correct? I felt like a whore, being told of what’s rigth and not to believe in what I used to. I’m not sure if it’s really time I need or I’m finding a way for myself to hide and runaway from what I need to face. I’m a coward.
I can’t express what’s real, what’s right. Anymore. Where do I stand now, what am I doing now, when will I wake up and stand on my own again. I feel helpless. Tell me I’ve changed. Into something cold and something I’ve never wanted to be. It’s not me of what I want to be. I’m stupified. Can I still do good? I mourned at what I did previously. Where had myself gone to?! Am I who I am?
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