My life got pretty cracked up lately, not being able to keep in pace of what’s happening around me. I seem like I’m about to off-synch of everything. Things below would be really kinda, a summary of what has happened for the past 2 month it seems, minus the trip to langkawi which I’ve yet to shout about it yet.

The Sky

Looks pretty much the same, plus with the additional extreme weather lately, it’s getting hot in here. Moon, anyone?

It’s  LIVE!

Nothing’s more exciting except when you really have something LIVE on the screen, broadcast generally, to have your work displayed simulataneously across the country. You’ll go thinking, “Oh my Gawd, everyone going to see this!” Well. That’s the first thought, on the second thought, I would be yelling by myself in the living room, which pretty much makes me look like an idiot.

At least it’s done. Terima kasih.

What’s up connection? Installed and wifi-ed the house, but to hell, the connection still sucks ass, but I’d occasionally online with my macbook now.

No photoshop, seriously.

Some random sketch.

Across the shop

And just right before my trip to heaven of tax free, this shop came right across my eye, and it’s something that not all might look into, probably they would think it’s far superstition that makes you want to do changes to your face. Probably yes. But I guess it’s no harm removing blackdots. It’s in Summit USJ btw.

It has been almost 10 years since this legendary comes out. And I’m amazified by how much this game I loved, has evolved. Really shows how damn dedicated those people at Blizzard. “If it’s ain’t good, scrap it!”

God.

Lyrics Written by : ManMeng Ng
Music Composed by: ManMeng Ng
Singer : ManMeng Ng
Song Title : Best
Copyright 2007 ManMeng.net
Download : http://www.oneduasan.com/manmeng%20-%20best.zip

Verse

Crowded by the voices
Can you step up and say it out loud,
Tell me what’s in your head and mind,

What’s the truth and lies behind this mystery
That’s unsolved and costs so many lives

Pre-Chorus
Sometimes it’s so hard to say goodbye,
And really make up your mind just to say who’s right,
All of these stupid fights and cries,
I’ll rather to step aside and lose my sight. Oh yeah…

Chorus
What would you do to take it through,
To someone that can never face the truth
I’m losing my trust on you,
How could you do these just to prove the truth
I beg you please stop taking me as a fool
Mother nature starts to lose it’s cool,

Verse
I could live through these hikes and spikes,
If you could ever keep away all your lies,
And peacefully go back home and sleep at night,
That’ll stop your word from piercing through my mind

Outro
I still can’t seem to find a clue,
All these theories that made us so confused and blue,
Of what’s right , wrong, fake or true,
Will we put an end to this and stop acting like a fool.

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It’s becoming more apparent we are now learning from the consequences from all of our actions that we made. There are people seems to enjoy living by the mask from their face, instructed on what they should do than what is right to do. That always result in a confused situation where you’re not sure which and who to trust anymore, that is right. Is it really all about for betterment of everyone or personal benefit?

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Sometimes we might just wonder, what are we to talk and think.

Some believes in the myth, or yet to be proven a myth or reality that there exists people that is absolutely like you, externally and internally. And there’s once said there would be 8 person like that around the world and upon exterminate the 7, you’ll become greater than ever. Anyone believes that? It’s pure bullshit to someone but I’m afraid I couldn’t make myself not to believe it?

I’m not sure that it’s happening to me but I actually always confronted with a person, not only one, but actually 3 – 4 of them has the same (almost) physicals, and almost mentally. The first thing that came to my mind was literally ‘wtf’. I couldn’t tell the person that it’s like magic that this happen, but I couldn’t figure it out why it happens as well. I’m just dumbfounded and couldn’t speak it out. But I’ll just let it be.

Lyrics Written by : ManMeng Ng
Music Composed by: ManMeng Ng
Singer : ManMeng Ng
Song Title : Wind
Copyright 2007 ManMeng.net
Download : http://www.oneduasan.com/manmeng%20-%20wind.zip

The news came out on Sunday,
When I wasn’t notice, and passing by the same old street, and I
Ask myself how has the time gone by, that I’ve,
Forgotten when’s the last time I saw you smile.

I must, be blind, sayin’ that I couldn’t find, a person,
that’s been supportin’ me by my side,
I’m outta’ my mind, trying so hard to hide, from the truth,
I would deeply missing you.

CHORUS
Seein’ I that can’t turn back time,
To undo everything that i’ve done to you,
Can I, still able to cross the line,
With what’s left in me, and inside my mind.

When there is no one to prove.
Does it really matters to gain everything, from all the pain?
Is there’s any sane human that’s same as me,
That would heal the wound that’s inside our brain.

CHORUS

BRIDGE
When will, I’ll find the meaning of your smile,
But how, much more I can take in my life…
But I’ll, never forget all the words you’ve left behind,
And i’ll, always remember it…all the time

When there’s no one there,
I’ll stand up strong and walk on my own,
Watching all the blue skies from down below,
Perhaps I should stop for a while,
Take a little bit of time,
To recall of what’s been missing from my life.
And step behind.

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Within ourselves, we tend to learn towards what came from other’s mind and word. We get influenced, we get diverted, we get lost in our journey. Sometimes it’s just so far away that we don’t totally remember where we are from, yet we enjoyed embracing ourselves in conditions we are not even sure we’ll fit in forever. But there are moments that time just stopped like it never moves and we realized how much we have gone off track from those that really care for us. And why we’re at our destination at the very first place.

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